This journal is kind of depressing but I have made it as cheerful as possible.

It's been 13 months since I meet with an accident and its been 13 months since I have used my both the feet to walk since one of my leg was really messed up due to the accident. Till now I am unable to go to work due to condition, so for the past 11 months I just wasted my time doing nothing but playing video game and watching movies. I was really depressed due to the turn of events and not able to do any do anything properly due to my present condition. Watching movies and playing video games did cheer me up a little bit not enough to forget the past and come out of the accident. At one point I started watching inspirational video, that even made me more depressed.

Then one day I was searching for a theme, then I came across rainmeter. I started working on it at first it was a bit hard to get used to it but slowly I started to become better and better. This was a good beginning, some how I slowly started to come out of my depression, since I had something to do. When searching themes for rainmeter I came across deviantart, it was really interesting to see different collection of art, I was really intrigued by different type of art works in deviantart. Then I found rainmeter skins in deviantart and I started modifying it according to my needs. It felt really good for me and sometimes I even lost track of time working on it. When I became good at modifying skins, I thought of creating skins and started creating skins. But creating skins wasn't as easy as I thought, I need some more tools for that. There are lots of proverbs but I only need 2 of them for this journal, "Necessity is the mother of invention" and "one thing leads to another". So out of necessity I started to learn Photoshop to create good looking skins. So as the next proverb, when learning Photoshop I really became interested in Photoshop and I was doing photo manipulation, it really felt good to create stuff and getting appreciated for it. Soon I didn't have time to get depressed, I was fully occupied in Photoshop, rainmeter and most importantly deviantart web site. The bottom line is that rainmeter, deviantart and Photoshop kind of led me somewhat out of depression.

Only time will tell the when i will fully recover from my injuries and my depression.